Have a look at the conversation from the day he died.

He said – How was your day?

 She said – when are you doing it?

 He says – Since you don’t get your snapchat anymore. I sent you them. my day was good.

(I am assuming it was photos of what he was going to use.)

She said – that’s great. What did you do?

He said – Ended up just going to work for a bit then looked of stuff.

She asked – When are you going to do it? Stop ignoring the question!

She said – You can’t think about it. You just have to do it. Like I don;t get you aren’t

He said – I don’t get it either.

She says- So I guess you aren’t gonna do it then. All that for nothing. I’m just confused. like you were so ready and determined.

He said – I am gonna eventually. I don’t know what I ‘m waiting for but I have everything lined up.

She said – NO, your not Conrad, Last night was it. You just keep putting it off and you say your gonna do it but you never do.

it’s always gonna be that way if you don’t take action. You’re just making it harder on yourself by pushing it off. You just have to do it. now?

He said – is it to late? I dunno, like it’s already light outside I ‘m gonna go back to sleep. lovey you. I’ll message you tomorrow.

She said – No! it’s probably the best time now because everyone is asleep. and none is really out there right now because it’s awkward time. if you don’t do it, and you can say you’ll do it tomorrow..but you probably won’t.

she says – Are you awake?

He says – Yes

She says – Are you gonna do it today?

He says – Yes

She say – Like in the day time?

He said – Should I ?

She says – Yeah it’s less suspicious. You won’t think about it as much and you’ll get it over with instead of wait til the night.

He says – Yeah then I will. Like where? he asked Like I can go to any enclosed area.

She said- Go in your truck and drive in a parking lot somewhere, to a park or something. Do it early. Do it now., like early.

He says – Didn’t we say this was suspicious?

She said  – No, I think night is more suspicious and it wouldn’t be suspicious and it won’t take long.

He said – Ok I am taking Holly out for a walk. I don’t know why I am so hesitant.

She said – You’re so hesitant because you keep overthinking it and keep pushing it off. You just need to do it Conrad. The more you push it off, the more it will eat at you.

She said – You’re ready and prepared. All you have to do is turn the generator on. No more pushing it off ,No more waiting

 He said – Your right.

She said – If you want it so bad as you say you do. it’s time to do it today. I don’t think you want to do itso you’regonna have to prove me wrong.

He said –Yup! no more waiting.

She said – I am serious. Like you can’t even wait till tonight. You have to do it when you get back from your walk.

She said – Are you back from your walk?

He said – Like five minutes

She said – Ok are you going to do it?

He said – I guess!

She said – I thought you wanted to do this ?

He said – I don’t know I am freaking out again.

She said – Conrad. I told you I would take care of them. people who commit suicide don’t think this much. they can just do it.

 He said- I know.. I know . lol thinking just drives me crazy.

She said – You just need to do it Conrad!

He said – Ok I am going to do it today.

She said – Promis?

He said – I promise.

She said – Like right now?

He said – Now where do I go?

She said – And you can’t break a promise . And just go to a parking lot or something.

He said – Okay.

She said – Go somewhere you won’t get caught. You can find a place. I know you can

He said – I’m determined.

 She said – I’m happy to hear that.

He said – I’m Ready.

She said – Good because it’s time. You know that. When you get back beach you’ve just gots do it. it’s the best time to do it.

She said – Are you back?

He said – No more thinking

She said – Yes. No more thinking. You just have to do it. No more waiting

He said – On my way back I know where to go now.

She said – Where?

He said – Kmart parking lot there is gonna be no cars there at 9. so that’s where I will be found.

She said –  Okay Perfect. When will you be home?

He said – In like ten. And yeah ha ha Perfect.

She said – You Won’t!

He said – When they open the door they won’t know it’s colorless and odorless.

She said – You’re over thinking again. They will see the generator and realize you breathed in CO too.

He said – Should I keep it in the back seat or the front?

She said – In the front. You could write on a piece of paper and tape it on saying carbon monoxide or something if you’re not scared.

She said – Well, wait. The generator is gonna be on because you’ll be passed out, so they’ll know you used carbon monoxide and that your dead. it’s not loud is it?

She said – Are you gonna do it now?

He said – Yup!

She said – So what time?

He said – Oh it’s time.

She said – Are you going to do it now?

He said – I just don’t know how to leave know.

She said – say your gonna go to the store or something.

He said – Like I want them to know I love them and I didn’t mean to hurt them.

She said – Yeah they’ll probably be sad for a while but then they’ll get over it . they know you had no other choice. You just have to do it like you said.

He said – I know I am over thinking I have been over thinking for a while now.

She said – Are you going to do it now?

He said – I still haven’t left yet ..haha.

She said – Why?

He said – I am leaving now…….I am all most there.

She said – Okay you can do this.

She said –  did you delete the messages? Conrad!Conrad are you there? Your scaring me Conrad !.. I love you!

Michelle Carter was found guilty of involuntary manslaughter for encouraging her boyfriend to commit suicide via text… – is she guilty?



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